fabricsnob

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Last night I dreamed his new girl moved all her furniture (including a mini Christmas tree in the kitchen), her dog, and her mother into his apartment. The two women were smokers.

I wish I could get past this one. Time has helped but everytime I see him I hurt again. Especially because I can't risk trying to be friends with him. I don't know how I would even get to that point. I'm still angry for his actions and (more to the point) I'm angry that I hurt myself again. AGAIN. You'd think I would have learned this lesson by now.

Same song. umpteenth verse.

2 Comments:

Blogger Al said...

Hey girl...I was cruising around and found your blog. This one made me cry. I'm sorry you're having a bad time, and I really really hope it is getting better for you. Every person I see healing from heartbreak is a beacon of hope for me when I feel like I might never be whole again. Whew...heavy stuff, but I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you.

10:56 AM  
Blogger fabricsnob said...

awwww. thank you!!! There is hope. I know you are hurting too. It's gonna get better.

1:36 PM  

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